为什么不能安眠，我是很想眭但不能入眠。(°_°)

Hmm like the last time using iPhone

to blog... Like the last time many things happen again. Life keeps in changing I guess, the changes seem minuscule day by day but when you take the whole year you see there's a big difference. Received my diploma in 2009 yea that long ago. When to work for a year or so, first in a restuarant for a month which really was fun though tiring and it felt demanding at that time, but the fact that I could reminisce shows that it was actually enjoyable unlike the job I had after but stay for a year where I felt miserable and directionless it was really something I wasn't heading for. I looked around and decided maybe I should take up something that I was really interested in and then I saw an opportunity to do a another diploma this time in baking @sunrice but the customer service wasn't forthcoming and did felt wanted waited for a long time before the would actually reply me but anyhow I still almost when on with the application I need a referral therefore I asked one of my diploma lecturer for one. It was he who pushed me to my next course of life as he introduce me to the doing a bachelor in culinary management that was just introduced that year. The short listing was already done but it has poor response due to the fact that as Asians we have a more traditional take on culinary. Hence, luckily for me with a chance of a lifetime I took it up and thus landing me a spot in this bachelor. I guess I could be the one who have the last laugh at the ex-colleagues who jeered at at what I was going to study. Look at how many people trying to get a spot in the Bach. now if I didn't take it up and waited and let others test the waters I probably would not have gotten in anymore. But right now, my future isn't as bright as I wish it is. However, I'm sure this is much better than like a thorn stuck to my skin at least I going towards a direction that i will be having a interest in.

Hello wellos trying out blogging on iPhone 

just a random post

i wonder who is still reading this blog it has almost been a year already.
just typing this out of nothing better to do actually.

last year was really... many things happening. 2 to 3 major "i'm an adult" things happen good lord. i hate it actually i don't like being responsible for my own life HOHOHO... wishing so much that i am still a teenager but whatever.

lets be super-ordinary humans, life sucks.

thank you

benedine is pretty proud of herself to be able to bake coffee loaf that tasted quite alright *pats oneself on the back*

yea. i so wanted to write that somewhere... but anywhere else seems so weird. since it's like quite a few people will read it like on messenger or fb... down here it just feels ok.

since it's the first time i've actually bakes something besides cookies, muffin, cupcake and brownie /: i just followed the recipe though

coffee loaf tastes a little like chocolate but then like coffee too so it's kinda addictive to me ahha i ate so many slices myself. X:



right now i'm suppose to see my results and find out if i really officially unofficially graduated from nyp. but nyp website is pretty much lagging right now so i don't get my results i just probably check it later...

mmm... me likey

hihi.

even if i read more books i haven't updated my book log thing... so lazy. it's like i don't even update my blog much eh. i wonder how's the open house and how is the turn up. it's like all the polys(ies) are holding it at the same time??? hope it's fun.

anyway, i here to report on my self realisation of me being very unfit. i think i have a blood pressure that's below average. and in need of a regular excercise so that my blood pressure is normal?? i think i know why i didn't faint the 1st time i donated blood already. it's not because i didn't finished my iron tablets... thus fainting the next 2 times i donated blood... it's because the 1st time i was stll doing yoga...
it's also probably why i hate hotsprings also(i meant my blood pressure). eeps... it is normal to feel faint after getting up? like if your getting up below knee level? do you feel faint? even if it's just like 2 mins?? i do. and sometimes it can last for about 20secs or more before i can actually see properly again. k... makes me feel like some sickly person hahaa right. k that's all. maybe it's normal?